First day

I never had any adventures.For me, relationships are serious things.I do not like the behavior of my comrades who speak badly of the girls, are in conquest and stack them with quick relations.The virile side disgusts me a little.In the second, I experienced a little evening in the evening, but I didn't like.The rest of my high school, I was very in love with my best friend, but it didn't give anything.

The first time I see her, is in a photo.She has an adventure with one of my friends.I like it right away, she is small, she has long smooth hair, a childish face not touched by life, very cute.As she has a story with him, I am very square, I do not calculate her when we meet in the evening, I barely say hello.But I like it just as much in real life, really I mean, not like the other girls that I can find beautiful from time to time.

She separates from my friend.A year passes, my attraction for her becomes a running gag in my group of friends.This is the end of summer, a big party is organized in my native village, in a house with terrace.She arrives after us, and when she says hello, I feel something.She sits around the table, we look at each other, I can't consider being able to please her too.I'm afraid of the judgment of others.

At 11 p.m., with alcohol, the dance floor fills.I never drink me, it's a bit delicate to let go.She comes to talk to me: "We already crossed, right?"I pretend not to remember too much."My name is Clement, we don't know each other in real life, but we follow each other on social networks.»The conversation does not take.She is embarrassed as with a stranger.I know her, but not she.She leaves, speaks with another of whom she seems to get closer to.I don't really understand, I imagine that he must already be on the thing.

The evening decreases in intensity.People come back, others will sleep.There are four survivors left, me and my friend, she and hers.We fail on the living room sofa.This is our first real conversation.She is a vegetarian, is interested in ecology.I'm happy to discover that, I always preferred awake girls, who think about the world around them.My friend wants to show our old YouTube videos to comment on video games.We were 9 years old at the time, we have a horrible head on it, but it allows me to get closer to her.The moment is suspended, it is panic in my head.I never experienced this, I don't know what to do, should I kiss it or not?

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